Sunday, October 16, 2005
haiz...
fri was a damn fun day.. went to sentosa wif my frens.. actually went wif melissa n michelle nia but edwin n his 2 fren aso got go sentosa.. more ppl e merrier... but i didnt knw i can be matchmaker sia... one guy lyk melissa den ask her out sia.. haha.. den ben lyk mich i tink... den they say e lyk me.. haha... dotz.. funny sia... aft i left sentosa i went to orchard to mit i* he bring me go eat dessert he say it very nice.. i aso find it very nice to eat.. haha.. being wif him is fun but i tink is impossible 4 us to be together as he lyk sum1 else.. den aft eatin i msg xiaohui see when they r den i go find them help as they are still doin e shooting.. i knw i shouldnt hv go... sum1 say sth abt us.. idiot sia.. sick of everyth..i reali dun knw wat i wan... do i lyk e* or i* or c*... i onli knw tat i wan to leave tis sch asap...!! e* is a very gd guy..he carin n funny... i* is a funny n gd guy too but he lyk sum1 else so too bad.. if can i wan to be wif him again.. c* is aso a gd guy but me n him i dun knw la.. everytm sure will quarrel de.. he aso dun lyk me le.. so it impossible lo..but watever is it i dun wan to care anyth le.. jus be myself...
confuseme [6:34 PM]
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Monday, October 10, 2005
haiz...damn sad..
haiz..i jus read all my blog tat i write 4 e last few month even though it jus a few blog but it bring bk lot of bad n gd memory.. i miss last tm... where me n sum1 so happy together ...... haiz.. y i so idiot.. he treat me damn gd lo y i go hurt him.. maybe he did hurt me alot but i should gv him a chance.. i dun knw y i still tink of him i rem last tm hw happy when we r together even though it was such a short tm tat i was wif him but he make me very happy n sad at e same tm... tat person start wif i de.. i knw it impossible 4 us to be together again cuz he hv sum1 else in his heart le.. i gald to be jus fren wif him.. hope we be fren 4ever... haiz.. still tinkin of e past.. so nice.. as 4 another sum1 else i already say wat i wan to say in e last few blog go read 4 urself lo.. so bored nw in lesson.. nth to do sia...haiz.. sad.. sobz...
confuseme [7:11 PM]
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wat happen to me..
hey wat up wif me sia..i today saw huiqin at e busstop i nv care her nv even say hi.. haiz..im sori huiqin.. jus tat u knw i been feelin dwn cuz i heard u told me abt e gossip things haiz..sori.. n sori chest i nv say hi to u too... but when u walk past me aso nv say hi.. today mornin aso nv msg me.. hmm... wat up man.. haiz.. maybe i knw e ans liao u dun wan to carry on wif our relationship rite..? it ok let me knw can liao den i can gv up on u k.. jus wanna an ans frm u tat all.. i dun wan to stress u up on anything k... nw studies is more important... haiz.. u may nt knw tat i do sarcufied 4 u.. i quarrel wif my godsis jus to be wif u.. cuz she everytm call me aft wk den u nt happy so i ask her nt to call me too often den me n her r nt even fren aft all..aiya watever u will say.. ur business wat tat ur favourite words...
hmm.. haha..ytd went out wif mich..she acc me to go pierce my ear at first i was kind of scare but aft tat nt anymore cuz it nt tat pain aft all.. i may consider to pierce another hole.. haha... faster leave sch.. i want to leave e past behind n start afresh... too much hurt n pain in my memory le..
confuseme [6:14 PM]
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
wat e hell...
hmm.. heard frm sum1 sayin tat ppl is gossipin abt me.. dun knw wat they say abt me.. haiz.. nvm lo...it their mouth wat i aso cant stop them they want say wat den let them say lo.. haiz.. sad sia.. i aso nv say them or wat they aso cm say me dun knw wat thing sia.. haiz..tis few days or weeks been very bad lo... my bday tat week was bad.. i fell ill on mon n i cant go 4 e friendship day event to help up...i been lookin forward 4 tat event but in e end im sick..i hv food poisoning.. it e worst days of my life i feel lyk dyin cuz i feel very weak i hv no mood to eat i cant eat much too.. keep on goin to toilet n i vomited twice.. eeE...disgustin.. but i was gald tat i feel better on my bday itself... my mom bring me to jackplace to eat.. my sis bought me a quiksilver wallet.. haha..so nice of her... erm.. chester gv me $70 to buy bag.. erm actually is i ask him to gv me de... so so so nice of him...i still left wif $20 la... maybe today goin to pierce ear wif e money.. haha.. jus taken fin photo takin of our class....i goin to leave tis sch soon le.. tis 2 year have been fun i have learn alot of things hv make alot of frenz.. they all bring me joy laughter n tears.. but thks alot man...=))... hmm.. stil been stress abt sumth.. been stress abt project n test n exam.. but there one things tat been botherin me.. i wan an ans frm tat person.. i knw last tm when we r together my temper n my attitube to u is very bad.. u been very gd to me.. u do alot of things tat touch me.. but maybe tat tm i nv show any appreaciation to u... im sori n den u did hurt me too.. e betrayer thing maybe u didnt mean... maybe u r too stress too.. sori 4 my attitubes towards u.. but we been thru so much... it been 5 month 15 days since e day i stead wif u n break wif u.. i dun knw u still wan patch bk ma.. u say we r more than jus fren.. wat does tat mean.. u aso say u r nt sure.. jus wan an ans frm u.. do u still wan to continue wif tis relationship ma.. cuz i hv been waitin 4 ur ans 4 very long le.. i dun knw wat to do.. u sumtm make me feel tat we r together but sumtm u make me feel tat we r jus fren.. wat u wan..if im stressin u den let me knw dun let me keep guessin wat u tinkin.. if u r nt ready yet den let me knw if u wan me to wait 4 u den jus let me knw too.. haiz.. i dun knw jus tat tis thing hv been botherin me im sori.. i dun knw y i stil do hv sum feelin 4 u..but i aso wan to faster leave tis sch.. start afresh cuz it been a bad year 4 me... take care worx..
confuseme [7:14 PM]
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