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Friday, June 23, 2006
now tat she gone...-lin jun jie
girl you know i miss you so
i didn't know you had to go
you've had enough of our distance baby
before i had the chance to say i'm staying with you
for the rest of my life
don't keep telling me these words
you don't know how much it hurts
and i'll promise you eternity if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
i'm no longer the man that i was
i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
i'm like a bird who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i am a song without a soul
now that she's gone what's left of us is this song
don't keep telling me these words oh no
you don't know how much it hurts
and i'll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
i'm no longer the man that i was
i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
i'm like a brid who's lost her wing
a fire without its flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i am a song without a soul
now that she's gone what's left of us is this song
oh yes i know i don't know
baby i am konw i'am a fool and
i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
i'm like a brid who's lost her wing a fire without its flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i am a song without a soul
now that she's gone what's left of us is this song
this is our song without a soul
now that you're gone what's left of us in this song

confuseme [12:00 PM]
___makee a wiish___


Friday, June 09, 2006
ytd was bad n gd day...
yeah.. i jus register 4 my NCAP level 1 coachin course... but haven pay got to either send cheuque or go singapore sport council pay cash lo.. aug 18 start course.. mon ,wed, fri frm 730 to 10 pm... aft wk go course lo.. so excited..

haiz.. ytd bored at hm until abt 1 plus wan to mit my fren but last min they cant make it dunno real or fake wan.. if i nv msg her i tink she aso wont tell me they cant mit it ba. jus let me wait there lyk a fool lo.. win le lo.. jus say a sori n 4get abt it.. u tink i will 4get it.. lucky is i haven leave e hse lo.. if nt i will be damn hot.. i msg 2 tm den reply bk.. if u knw tat earlier u alrdy cant make it den let me knw la.. wait until i msg u 2 tm den abt 2 den reply bk.. we mitin at 2 n u 2 den tel me u cant make it.. wat is tis.. i nv leave e hse cuz im waitin 4 ur reply.. win le lo.. lyk tat play me up.. u gd..

dun wan say le.. den abt 3 i leave my hse take bus 132 to orchard.. alight at far east den walk ard at far east den walk to e buliding where my dear had her make up course..den wait 4 her dwnstair 4 abt half an hour.. very hungry lo.. den wait 4 them to cm dwn i faint le... haa.. den went to eat mac... den acc her fren walk to far east.. her fren mit her frens so we walk ard far east le go cine there walk.. i wanted to c sth but dub hv.. hmm.. den my mom call me den hv to go hm le.. so we went to smoke first den outside cine got ppl perform so c awhile den we walk to mrt take train lo.. i alight at amk den she alight at khatib lo..nth much happen at least can c her 4 a few hour... my off day is stil a bored day cuz no money to buy e things i wan.. im broke.. haa.. but nvm...

haiz..aft readin my dear blog i tinkmayb my words tat i hv might hv hurt her badly ba... haiz.. i aso dunno y i will say such a things.. sori dear.. is i bu pei be ur stead.. cuz im so bad.. haiz.. keep sayin u.. nt i wan to say de.. jus wan u to do tink fast.. i mean it a common sense.. i knw u haven learn but doin support i aso nv teach them de..aiya.. dunno hw to say.. tat y i nv wan to teach u i scare i will pek cek n say things tat will hurt u or make u sad..i aso dunno y.. i very weird wan.. sori dear.. u say hw i msg u de n tok to u de is diff....? i dun understand.. hmm... i dunno leh......

there sadness in me.. cuz haiz.. dun wan say le.. jus so so sad... jus wanna wish aL a very happy bday.. hope she enjoy her day today.. take care..

confuseme [11:14 AM]
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Monday, June 05, 2006
im bk.
i change song again.. tis song meanin very nice.. it abt when u r tgt mus tel e person u love hw much u love them dun wait till it over den u want to tell them it all already too late... tat mean u mus treasure ur love one dun take them 4 granted for u will nv knw wat will happen later or tml...tis song title is gentleness without sayin.. haa.. i dunno i copy wat they put 4 e eng title... tis song very sad... haiz.. mus treasure those ard u nw... dun ever treat them for granted tell them hw much they mean to u even fren.. even fren play a big part in our life.. when we r sad or unhappy we can turn to them...

ya.. many things happen sum unhappy sum happy... overall ok la.. im glad all e quarrels stop hope it will nv happen agn.. i dun even wan to rem hw i feel tat tm.. my feelin was jus so numb.. i jus cant feel anyth.. almost wanted to gv up but i nv.. cuz i knw if i gv up both aso wont be happy de.. so i try to go on.. still rem when on e way to wk i cry.. i jus dunno y i cry.. tear keep fallin dwn.. hope ppl nv c.. cuz i cant take it anymore.. den tat day i whole day no mood.. nv even go eat.. no mood to eat at all.. tat week is e worst week i ever hv.. den my dear aft her make up course cm fnd me.. i told her nt to cum cuz im afraid i wun tok to her cuz i in a bad mood.. i scare i will make her sad.. which i dun wan to.. i wan to be alone.. but she stil cum.. she tok to me i nv even ans her.. i feel so bad.. i scare she will cry.. den 6 le i punch out den my fren acc me go dwn smoke den she aso cum alone.. c her sianz n sad face make me feel very bad so at last tok to her... haiz.. i aso dunno i shld angry wif her or wat.. my feelin is confused but at last aso nv angry 4 long.. actually wan take bus hm de but e bus take so long to cm so walk to mrt station take mrt lo.. den in e train i did tok but everytm gv her a stupid face.. haa.. den tat day nv even hold her hand.. no mood.. haiz.. sori dear.. dun wan to tok abt it.. so tong ku.. but it over.. n it nt goin to happen agn if nt i dunno wat i will do next... i done enough silly things alrdy... nw it alrdy june.. alrdy half a year le.. many things had happen i dun wan to tok abt it cuz most of them is very sad de,, onli sum is happy de.. aft tat wed aft i told her hw i feel nw everyth is much better le.. we r happy tgt agn.. ytd very funny.. my mom n sis slp very early den i very bored lo.. actually wan go out when my mom went to slp de but scare wait she suddenly wake up so nv.. stay hm watch tv wait 4 her to call me.. den i bored until i cry n goin mad soon.. cuz mayb miss her too much.. haa.. dun wan say le.. very funny den while tokin on e fone i keep sayin nt fair nt fair nt fair.... heez.. den ytd i nt tat tired den tok on e fone until 3am den hang up le i go play game.. paly game until abt 4am go slp.. den mornin my mom wake me up at 7 plus den 8am she went out den my sis went out nw alone at hm waitin 4 her to cm... hmm... i go do hsewk n bath first i tink by e tm she cm le.. missin u...muackz..

confuseme [10:26 AM]
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