Tuesday, October 23, 2007
confuseme [10:54 AM]
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
xiao qing ge..
tis song meanin very nice.. my fav song...
haha.. e singer v cool sia.. if can mayb i will post e mtv bt e file too big la..
haiz.. angry la.. tok duno wat... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. freak la....
okok.. dun tok abt tat le.. today play $15 of arcade.. play till so angry.. hz.. freak la.. waste monry..
haiz.. missin sum1.. we gettin less n lesser tm to spent tgt le....
argh.........
wat e hell man... nw wat tm le.. 3 plus le leh...!!!!!!
confuseme [12:26 PM]
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Friday, September 21, 2007
wo ke yi ....
this song is dedicate to eUU.. hw i wish i can sing to u... whr r u.... hz..i miSs everyTh abt eUu.... i luV eUu ......
confuseme [5:21 PM]
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
abby is DEAD!! <>
my bday on tat day i be wkin full shift ba.. 4get abt it i dun wan celebrate le.. i wan to be alone... i dun wan my bday on tat day to be a sad wan lo.. i rather wk.. hz... im dead anyway.. who will wan to celebrate wif a dead person.. i will mia frm tis world de... hw i wish i hv a memory lost.. i dun wan feel e hurt keep cmin bk.. i hv do wat i can le.. so it tm 4 me to mia.. im dead anyway.. y i wan tk mc today .. cuz i scare sum1 will feel dwn.. so i took in case sth happen den i can be there.. all go to waste.. hz.. nvm... i understd... it ok ..
dun tell me u luv me wen u dun even knw wat is luv k.. im sick n tired of it.. my heart felt so numb nw.. u mk me say all those tins to u de.. i go on e way to ur hse waste my cab fare jus to heard ur nonsence.. pls la.. u nt my std anymore lo.. so wat if i lyk sum1 else.. dun wan say le.. jus tc n im sori to say all those hurtin words to u.. im nt a gd person..jus 4get me..
went 4 bike lesson 1 agn fail e 2nd tm.. i lost control cuz too fast i bang into e rubber wall n flew off my bike.. injure lo.. who care.. bt minor injuries.. hz... i wish i could die.. pls grant my wish.. than living in tis world..
i tot u will be there wen i nd u bt whr r u.. i wait 4 u to cm into my life bt u seem to be far away frm me avoidin me.. did i do anyth wrong? y dun u let me knw.. hz.. i hv do wat i can it tm 4 me to say gd bye..
confuseme [1:00 PM]
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
i hate u!!
went 4 my bike lesson 1 fail sia.. keep fallin off e bike cuz e damn bike is damn heavy lo. n secondly i cant balance.. is can la.. is jus tat i duno la.. so pc lo.. thks tat instructor 4 being so patience wif me.. guiding me all e way.. at least i can go round e circuit.. bt still duno hw to change gear yet... argh so pc.. i swear lyk hell lo..lyk run 2.4km lyk tat.. injuries alot too.. argh.. so pathetic..
i jus hate her so much.. she say it e same. i dun feel e same anymore.. cuz of wat she say sth over e fone jus mk me cry.. i feel so sad... anyw she aso dun care le.. she gt tat fucker le wat.. im nth to her anyw.. nw i knw all e while im nt her std at all.. 4 e whole 1yr 3mth plus im jus a shit to her.. until she had sum1 she lyk she dump me.. wat is luv man.. i dun understd k.. i feel so hurt k.. i wan to 4get everyth abt u kk.. u mk me hate u so much.. even thou last tm i luv u so much.. i cant bear to lose u.. i knw u dun nd me anymore.. jus go ur own way n i go my own way.. argh.. I SO SO SO HATE EUU>> GET OUT OF MY LIFE>
confuseme [8:30 AM]
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
hope she dun angry wif me..
wkin at 10am ltr nw 930am le still at hm bloggin..hope tat sum1 dun angry wif me.. dunno leh.. im scare.. anyw i 4gt wat im doin le.. hz.. memory lose.. ltr at nite gt my practical lesson 1 4 bike.. hope it went well n i can mk it la.. scary.. ytd mime hlp me cut hair.. haha.. quite nice la.. n she highlight my hair blue.. haha.. e color ok lo. thks mime i reali appreaciate it v much .. we frm 1am do til 6am lo.. lots of hard wk she put in.. damn tired too.. we keep fallin aslp.. we boh wkin at 10 so i guess she be damn tred nw.. duno wen den can buy psp slim.. hz.. i nd money lots of it.. i nd a part tm job soon... i mk a wish ytd wif buddy at suntec there ... hope it cae true.. haha.. i wish i wish i wish.......
hz.. i duno leh.. i missin sum1.. i will jus be waitin 4 ur msg k.. cuz dun wanna disturb u.. u aso v bz.. wen u free i nt free.. hz.. sad sad.. jus tc worx..
confuseme [6:32 PM]
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
i gv up.. feel so hurt ...
i knw i chose e wrong choice.. wan to c sum1 so difficult meh.. i alrdy rch her hse busstop at khatib.. jus wanna c sum1 i lie to her n tk e las train bk to amk den tk cab bk hm.. wanted to go her hse blk le den she msg say dun nd le. wat can i do.. listen n dun go lo.. feel so brk dwn.. i alrdy bought 2 cN OF beer.. so i drink all fin alone lo.. cry alone n smke alot.. cut myself so mani tm blood keep flowin dwn as my tears drop.. msg my fren they lyk keep scoldin me.. i knw it 4 my own gd.. bt im feelin dwn so nv listen. stil continue cuttin myself.. i tink gt abt 20 cuts on my hand.. i feel so sad n heart broken... duno wat to do.. ciger fin so went to buy.. so feel lyk dyin.. hz.. tmll do openin duno hw to do.. nw wat tm le aso cant slp.. head so pain.. vomit alot jus nw. feel so xinku.. who cares. duno she rch hm le ma? waitin 4 msg mayb 4ever aso wont cm.. feel tat im so toot in luv.. it tm i let go of everyth n start afresh.. bt i will do wat i promise n let go.. i promise u de..dun wanna c u sad n unhapi.. jus c ur smile all e tm.. i wish upon mani stars bt nth seem to reply mee.. im all alone in e dark mayb tat my world.. world of feelin hrt.. world of loiness.. thks 4 everyth n i will get out of e circle of ur life if i can do it.. it nt ur fault bt mind to hv fall deep in luv wif sum1 i shoud nt hv.. mis tat sum1 so much.. wanted to hold her n catch her wen she dwn.. dun wanna c her get hurt.. i will mv on if i can n 4get abt all e wishful tinkin tat i hv e chance of being wof u n gvin u my luv..
confuseme [12:28 PM]
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