
Sunday, October 09, 2005
wat e hell...
hmm.. heard frm sum1 sayin tat ppl is gossipin abt me.. dun knw wat they say abt me.. haiz.. nvm lo...it their mouth wat i aso cant stop them they want say wat den let them say lo.. haiz.. sad sia.. i aso nv say them or wat they aso cm say me dun knw wat thing sia.. haiz..tis few days or weeks been very bad lo... my bday tat week was bad.. i fell ill on mon n i cant go 4 e friendship day event to help up...i been lookin forward 4 tat event but in e end im sick..i hv food poisoning.. it e worst days of my life i feel lyk dyin cuz i feel very weak i hv no mood to eat i cant eat much too.. keep on goin to toilet n i vomited twice.. eeE...disgustin.. but i was gald tat i feel better on my bday itself... my mom bring me to jackplace to eat.. my sis bought me a quiksilver wallet.. haha..so nice of her... erm.. chester gv me $70 to buy bag.. erm actually is i ask him to gv me de... so so so nice of him...i still left wif $20 la... maybe today goin to pierce ear wif e money.. haha.. jus taken fin photo takin of our class....i goin to leave tis sch soon le.. tis 2 year have been fun i have learn alot of things hv make alot of frenz.. they all bring me joy laughter n tears.. but thks alot man...=))... hmm.. stil been stress abt sumth.. been stress abt project n test n exam.. but there one things tat been botherin me.. i wan an ans frm tat person.. i knw last tm when we r together my temper n my attitube to u is very bad.. u been very gd to me.. u do alot of things tat touch me.. but maybe tat tm i nv show any appreaciation to u... im sori n den u did hurt me too.. e betrayer thing maybe u didnt mean... maybe u r too stress too.. sori 4 my attitubes towards u.. but we been thru so much... it been 5 month 15 days since e day i stead wif u n break wif u.. i dun knw u still wan patch bk ma.. u say we r more than jus fren.. wat does tat mean.. u aso say u r nt sure.. jus wan an ans frm u.. do u still wan to continue wif tis relationship ma.. cuz i hv been waitin 4 ur ans 4 very long le.. i dun knw wat to do.. u sumtm make me feel tat we r together but sumtm u make me feel tat we r jus fren.. wat u wan..if im stressin u den let me knw dun let me keep guessin wat u tinkin.. if u r nt ready yet den let me knw if u wan me to wait 4 u den jus let me knw too.. haiz.. i dun knw jus tat tis thing hv been botherin me im sori.. i dun knw y i stil do hv sum feelin 4 u..but i aso wan to faster leave tis sch.. start afresh cuz it been a bad year 4 me... take care worx..
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