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Sunday, November 06, 2005
haiz.. confuse wif wat i want in life...
hmm... i change my blog song le..haha.. tis song i lyk very much..the song the meanin very nice if u reali listen to the song u will cry de.. i almost cry sia.. tat idiot guy sing me tis song.. i hate him 4ever... i dun wan to ever c him again.. idiotic f...king bastard...

haiz..life hasnt been gd.. so damn stress.. mom keep naggin at me.. i dun tink i can stand it anymore feel lyk dyin sia.. but use death to escape aso cant solve anyth.. i jus wish i could get in to e police force and hlp release my mom the burden i knw she is very stress cuz her work is stressin her alot.. i reali wan to hlp i dun mean to add burden to her i jus wan to hlp my mom in watever ways i can.. nw i will wk more days to hlp u.. sorry mom for lyin to u.. i dun mean to.. i mean i jus wan to lead a normal teenager life.. i aso nd to go out wif fren de.. i cant jus alway stay hm..i will die de.. n sorry mich for gettin u into trouble wif my mom again.. i dun knw who to find for hlp le..u r the onli one who can hlp me..im sorry hope u r nt mad at me..haiz..

and as tat sum1 i reali dun knw wat to say le..im damn confuse lo.. u keep sayin y nv find ur lover to tok.. all those things.. i already say clearly wat i wan to say on my last blog.. i dun lyk any1 else nw.. u r onli on my mind nw.. i dun knw wat to say i reali damn hell of confuse i feel very down nw dun knw y.. ytd dun knw y i go cut myself again.. i dun knw wat u wan.. haiz.. nth to say le..

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