haiz.... sad de wo... nt agaiN..back to e past but worse...
heng ar.. almost late 4 work but nv... if i late den i wont hv my $50 allowance at e end of the month.. 1 min late aso consider..nw i wk full tm nt lyk last tm wk part tm can late 4 wk.. cuz mus set gd example as a senior staff over there.. wa.. when i reach pasta there already quite bz.. den i faster change den do outside 4 awhile den my manager ask me do cashier.. huh.. i hate doin cashier cuz if bz i will blurr de lo.. today damn bz i tok until i very thirsty sia.. no tm to even go dwn smoke.. hmm.. i cut dwn on smokin le frm 8 sticks to 5 stick.. mayb to 4 den 3 den slowly quit le.. i aso dunno y i go smoke sia in the first place.. oh i rem le cuz i very sad..haiz.. dun wan to tok abt it..[hurt] i last tm hate ppl who smoke de.. but cuz stress ma.. den go smoke.. haiz.. i nw feelin better le.. cuz bz wkin den no tm to tink too much wat has been done had been done.. aso cant turn bk e tm.. haiz.. later wkin at 12 den wk fin at 8pm..wa.. nw 330 le jus hang up e fone nt long.. she force me go slp cuz i wkin at 12...den lyk tat lo.. haha.. today my mom n sis cm pasta eat den later huiqin cm n eat aso.. den she cm dwn wif her fren aso..haa.. shock to c her cuz she actually at hougang hvin hairdressin course... ya.. den she cm to my counter to order..den i treat her fren eat choc mousse.. her fren quite cute la.. haa.. so funny... den today 9 plus le still so bz lo.. i so fed up cuz i cant do my closin den aft doin fin closin already is 1130.. den i take bys 80 den change to bus 70.. dot lo inside e bus 80 got 1 siao man keep touchin edwin hair den ed go shout at him den e bus ppl turn bk n c wat happen.. i so ps.. den ed keep starin at e man den i told him to stop him.. i tink if i nv stop him he will go punch e man le.. crazy sia..he pei me go my hse den acc me bring my dog dwn by tat tm already 1245 le.. den he leave at 110..siao wan him.. ask him go hm he dun wan.. haiz.. damn tired lo.. today wk non stop.. waitin 4 my off day.. i wan go kbox.. hmm.. go wif who..? dunno she free ma.. if free ask her go wif me if she nv wk.. she aso in macpherson de.. first year..haa.. ict course..ya lo... hmm i slpy le wan go orh orh le.. nw already is 345.. aeh,, my cigar burn mark damn pain nw..1 dry up le e other 3 ar.. haven.. sobz..
to al: whenu start to wk le dun tired urself too much n mus balance ur tm wif wkin n studies..tis year ur final year le mus do well den at least go poly.. anyw pls tc of urself.. nw we all lyk stranger lyk tat nw go bk to e tm when i dunno u well again,, haiz... lyk tat lo... sad.. cant hv fun tgt lyk last tm le.. tc...n becareful..
to jo.. erm hw to pass u e dairy ar..? i put in al letter box den she pass to u lo..k..?
nyw tc.. haiz.. nth to say le...
so sick of life..aiya i go slp le..4am le.. another bz day.. haiz....=( tired lyk shit..