haiyo.. nw tokin to tat sum1 lo.. everytm slp so late de...ask her go slp she keep sayin nt tired de.. aiyo.. den she hor everytm stomach pain de dunno y..?

haiz..dunno la n sum more onli eat sweets nia...haiz... nth to say abt her.. sobz...

n hor y u go cut 13 lines sia.. aiyo.. dun ever do it again hor...haiz...

i wk at 10 lo..den end wk at abt 6 lyk tat den acc my manager go seiyu buy things den go mit sum1 lo..haha...happy sia.. heez...den shop 4 awhile den take mrt hm lo..rch hm abt 830pm den mother got nag lo..but i nv reali go listen.. so noisy sia.. jus haven step inside e hse got techno le.... haiz....

haiz.. me ar.. i dun reali knw wat reali happen to me.. been very dwn since i suspect sth...

i toward tis kind of things i very sensitive de...cuz i been thru b4 ma...den on wed b4 go mit jo tat tm i went to 7-eleven buy e thirtythree drink lo.. drinks quite fast den my whole face damn red sia...den abit headache den went to jo hse lay dwn cuz head pain..

aft 4 abt 1 hour im alrite le.. den it tm to go out mit sum1 in sch....den jo sk me stil wan drink beer ma...i say i wan den i take n drink lo.. n i aso ask her can gv me cigar ma.. i wan smoke cuz too stress le.. haiz.. reali no mood n very sad lo... haiz.. y im such a failure in luv de.. haiz...damn sad..haiz.. reali dunno wat u tinkin.. jus wish tat i will knw.. i wan to c u happy can liao...i dun wan to c u stress or sad lo.. it pain me to c u sad.. but i still dun understand sth,, y dun tell me leh..?

im alrite de as long as u find sum1 u lyk n be happy wif.. although it wil pain me i reali dun mind... den i dun knw wat happen ytd la...???

stil wonderin i still got the chance to be wif u ma..haiz..reali dun wan to tink too much lo.. haiz.. but cant hlp it.. keep tinkin abt tis n tat... very fan sia....

dyin soon...haiz.. abby is dead...!!!!

haiz.. sad... im missin u nw.. reali hope u will gv me e chance..?haiz....arh.. i goin mad le soon...

still waitin patiently.... haiz..

i tink i better go slp le...nw is goin to 3am le... opps...