
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
wth lo.. fuck la...
wa lau..didnt knw i will hv such an idiotic mother sia.. go anyhw call my fren n scold 4 wat sia.. izzit becuz u hv no fren or wat den wan make me hv no fren.. no freedom no life sia..she aso innocent lo... call her scold le den keep callin 4 wat sia..u out of ur mind le or wat.. wth lo.. fuck off of my stuff la.. everyth is all ur fault u r the one who make me change to who i m n nt my fren lo..izzit u wan me to die den u happy.. if tat is e case.. im fine wif it.. i rather die than u call her n scold.. i will get even wif u one day.. haiz.. wth.. damn fed up rite nw... i hate u.. wana run away frm hm n nv cm bk... dun wan to c u.. everytm i at hm u keep scoldin n naggin...i where got wan to stay at hm sia.. i wanna cm hm late cuz i dun wan to c u.. u nv gv me a peace of mind at all.. jus wait n c...!!!!!to al.. haiz.. i reali sori abt wat happen. she jus take my hp ytd n call u n scold.. i aso dun knw y she go call u 4 wat sia.. haiz.. feel so bad.. it my fault to make u get scoldin 4 nth.. u so innocent lo.. wth.. hw in e world i wil hv such a mother sia.. so unreasonable de..so idiotic de.. gal.. im reali sori k.. i wont let her cal u anymore.. if she ever do it again..c wat i will do... haiz.. anyw i dun hv hp le.. she keep it again mayb will nv return.. tat her problem.. i goin to buy a hi card soon... better still den she cant contact me..den i die or wat she aso wont knw....haiz... so so so sori....i make u sad again.. nt again.. haiz...haiz.. reali no mood at all.. i knw sth but dun wanna say i wait 4 it to happen den say ba.. haiz.. my heart nw is into 2... but nvm...i understand y too.. i aso knw im a failure in everyth de.. in relationship or wkin.... e end result will alway be e same no matter hw hard i try.. i reali try very hard le... but i jus cant... haizzz.... anyw who care man.. mayb it my retribution ba.. hv nth to say.. i cant do anyth aso... jus hv me to blame... if hv anyth pls tell me k.. dun keep it frm me... i been hurt until my heart nw is numb le.. dun reali can feel anyth.. mayb my life is lyk tat de..esp in relationship.. but i reali try very hard le..haiz... feel so sad n hurt.... im a failure... always a failure n 4ever will be... i hate myself n my life.. HAIZ... nth to say le.. bleedin inside...
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