disappointed de wO... [jiE koU...] aN jiNg de ai ni..
haiz.. so disappointed lo.. wait 4 1 an a half hour or more but cant get to c sum1 so lyk tat lo.. very disappointed.. haiz.. nvm lo.. mayb mei you yuan ba.. den i go hm..i go hm use com listen music awhile den call sum1 tok awhile she hvin lesson she say she will mis cal me later den ok lo.. den aft awhile jovern call den she tell me my mom call her mom again lo.. wth lo.. ytd when i rch hm she say i tell u ar.. u better dun contact her again if nt i bring u go police station.. dot lo.. contact fren aso got wrong meh..?we aso nv go fight or kill ppl..or go steal things.. u wan bring den bring lo.. i dun care n nt scare de lo.. haiz.. dunno la.. very fan nw... dun tok abt it le... den i go bath cuz later got bible studies den aft bath i go mop e whole hse lo.. den jus nice e teacher cm le..den hv bible studies until 12 plus tok abt alot of things lo.. wat dun follow bad company.. obey god ar.. dun go e wrong path.. alot of things la.. but i very tired la so almost wan fall aslp but nv la.. when it was abt to end sum1 mis cal me den i call her bk tok lo... den she nd to do project den hang up lo.. den nw i nd to go wk le.. nw 130pm le..haiz.. feel lyk slpin but cant go slp le.. haiz.. dunno la.. my life nw so confuse.. mayb i knw e ans le but stil wil wait de lo.. dunno y... i very foolish de wat.. jus lyk wat de lyrics in ai wo hai shi ta say..
haiz.. ni ai wo hai shi ta...? i dunno.. but nvm la.. jus wan u to be happy.. im ok wif it.. im stil alive..n will carry on living de.. jus want to c ur smile.. i reali mis ur smile.. ur jus one smile can make me 4get all my problem n trouble..it been exactly 14 days i nv c u le.. haiz... missin u...