dyin soon.. MENTAL BREAKIN DOWN SOON..
haiz.. it happenin again my mom go take away my hp n read msg den say wat i stil got contact jovern again ar.. say wat she send say tis is my new hp no..? huh.. where gt lo.. i rem i got delete msg lo.. dun tell me my mom lie to me again or i reali nv delete but i keep e msg 4 wat sia.. haiz.. i goin to be mad soon.. my mom is drivin me crazy sia..everytm check me.. check wallet check hp.. say wat i behv very funny..can let we tis small kid off ma..y everytm mus go disturb ppl...i every mornin nw everytm got asthma le..i use e spray aso no use.. nw still cant breathe properly.. i ytd go buy cigar again..i reali dun feel lyk smokin anymore but i force myself to smoke.. jus smoke n smoke lo.. my throat nw pain den nt reali feelin tat well nw.. very headache.. when im stress or sad i dun care im dyin or wat le i sure will smoke de.. nw i tink she wan make tis matter big.. u wan bring me go girl hm ar.. den bring lo.. i nt scare.. u bring lo den c who will wk n hlp u wif all e bills n everyth..i reali no mood to wk le.. y i take mc on valentine day is u who make me no mood to wk de lo.. n is nt jovern y everytm say her.. everytm jovern.. i mean if i wan be fren wif her is my problem i dun nd u to tell me de.. u keep sayin her 4 wat.. aft all she still my fren lo.. i hate it when u say her lo.. she so innocent lo.. u makin her headache aso.. wat u wan me to do sia.. u wan me to disappear den u happy izzit.. i will de lo.. im feelin very confuse n stress nw.. u so old le still wan bully us.. cant i hv my own freedom.. u already took away my hp.. n internet connection.. u say wat i so late le still use internet.. i of cuz at nite free le den can use la.. when u at hm i aso cant use mus wait until u slp le den i can on..ya.. u gv me internet to use but can i use when u at hm ma.. cannt rite.. when im done wif my hsewk i jus on my com wan to use u dwn there naggin le.. so e best tm 4 me to use is when u go slp.. cant u understand me.. everyday scold me nag at me i dun mind de.. but nw u reali drivin me crazy.. y cant u understand me..i knw u say jovern is bad or wat.. but i dun find her bad at all..i hv my own tinkin n u hv ur can pls stay out of my bussiness ma.. i reali very sick n tired of hidin here or there to contact my fren..den u gv birth me out to tis world 4 wat..to torture me..?i hate u..
aiya.. gtg out le.. mitin fren.. haiz...later wkin at 3 to 11 again.. no life man...
