haiz.. sianz...
wth lo.. my off day so hv to go my mom office.. haiz.. sianz.. nw 2pm le hv to rch her office at 3pm dun care i delay tm.. jus came bk hm.. today went to sch..find her.. haa.. den aso went to find sw teacher.. wa lau huiqin go tell mr chan i smoke all those.. i dunno wat she tell him sum more la.. tis type of things go tell 4 wat sia.. bad impression sia..frm gd to worse.. aiya.. dun care la.. today is my last day to smoke n it gonna to be.. i promise her i wont smoke le.. i ask her to hlp me..den frm sch there take bus 80 to hougang..wa lau so sway sia.. goin to rch interchange tat tm got bus inspector sia.. i put 90 cent onli den he say go hougang nd $1.30 den i hv to pay 90cent more lo.. wth.. nvm la.. den she pei me go eat.. i so long nv eat mac le den go hougang mall e mac to eat lo.. so funny lo..i first tm msg her is on e her great grandmother passed away den ytd is e 100 days aft her great grandmom death.. so today is e 101 days i knw her.. e first tm i mit her is at cck e mac.. den aft 100 days later aso eat at mac again..so funny sia.. mus go buy 4D... i didnt knw between tis 101 days many things had happen lo.. many sad n happy memories.. overall is very sad memories.. haiz.. damn sad..haiz.. y my life lyk tat.. i can understand hw sum1 feel rite nw.. very difficult to 4get e lo.. but e more u tink e worse it get.. but jus cant hlp myself frm tinkin.. i can onli stop tinkin until i found my happiness... happiness.. haa..nt easy to find lo..it take 2 hands to clap so if one is wkin e other nt aso no use u onli can slap urself lo.. lyk wat im doin nw lo.. slapin bk at myself 4 all those stupid things i hv done.. reali damn stupid n idiot of me.. sum1 call me an idiot.. ya.. i admit i m.. i used to tink i very gd wan wun hurt ppl or wat.. nw tink im very bad wan..im a idiot who go hurt ppl.. i dun wan de lo.. aso dunno wat im doin.. tinkin bk all those i hv done.. so foolish n idiot of me.. i reali regret.. so i hv to live my life wif all those regrets.. i deserve it wan.. dun tok abt it le.. got to move on wif my idiotic life lo... wk wk n wk...tat all i can do nw.. next wed goin sentosa...haa.. company dinner n dance..sianz.. i go in early sun tan first..
wa.. i hv a very nice dream i dream of geraldine sia.. omg.. i aso dunno y will dream of her sia.. i dream tat i saw her den i go ask her 4 her hp no. haa.. den she gv lo.. so funny.. i tot it was real sia.. cuz it was so real lo.. den i wake up in e mornin onli jus to find out tat it was jus a dream.. but a very nice dream.. i msg sum1 swt dream.. but i got swt dream.. haa.. so so nice dream... i crazy sia...
haiz.. nw got to go do hsewk le lo den hv to go my mom office.. sianz lo.. wth...cant blog le.. sat n sun cant use com.. but mon i will be bk..
to sum1- jus hope u can live on happily..dun tink much le.. jus wanna wish u all e best in everyth tat u do... im always here 4 u de.. but if u let me to hlp onli.. u will nv be 4gotten...take cae.. i reali miss u alot.. hope to c u one day again.. waitin 4 tat day to cm.. take care when u wk too..your truely.....jayston....
