haizz....
my fren jus msg to tell me she cant make it le.. haiz.. den lyk tat lo..i haven do any hsewk yet.. dun feel lyk doin.. all i wan to do is slp.. so damn tired.. lazy to do anyth.. haiz.. so bored.. no1 to go out wif.. all so bz de.. nw my life becm so damn bored.. onli work work work n nth else.. work si wo.. tml wkin 10 to 6.. sun wkin 10 t0 6.. mon off. cuz huiqin ask me go c e cross country race.. den i take off lo.. den tue to sun wk again lo.. den another week dunno take which day off.. haiz.. mayb tue.. haiz.. all i do nw is eat slp wk.. no mood at all.. feel so moodless.. nt e last tm de wo.. at least happy abit nw is completely cant smile at all.. everyday go wk no mood de.. my hp nw hv aso no use cant msg sum1 as often le.. or mayb nv msg at all.. nt lyk last tm le.. so my hp bill confirm wont exceed le.. no life sia.. y my life becm frm bad to worst sia.. where got tis type of logic de.. nt fair lo.. hate my life.. hate myself.. hate abby..
reali no mood to do anyth.. i wan to smoke but no more le jus smoke fin my last stick.. haiz.. why... why why.. all tis is happeninto me.. if i could turn bk tm i wan it to turn bk to 23rd jan.. i wan to start frm there again... i will tink b4 i do anyth or say anyth.. but it all too late le..
hw to start my life afresh without u.. tel me hw.. i reali dunno.. mayb i fated to be a loner ba.. jus me myself n i.. jayston tis name is i tink of it de.. actually i wan call alexander.. but too long.. so choose tis name lo.. so im nt call abby le.. i dun wan to go bk e last tm de me.. im jayston.. de new me... new life new me but stil waitin 4 one person.. stil will wait de.. i haven gv up since 23rd jan..nv ever will.. im sori i hv hurt u or make u sad.. but i nv ever wan to anymore.. haiz.. nth to say le.. go do hsewk le... tc everyone..
