SAD N HURT DE WO... IM NT ABBY ANYMORE.. IM A CHANGE PERSON..
haiz.. mornin read fin email.. den no mood again but no cigar to smoke den i fall aslp until nw 10 plus.. die le lo.. i haven bath my dog n mop e floor.. later stil mit my fren at 2 at suntec.. she wan go shoppin but i stil hv to go simei buy uniform 4 my sis cuz i iron spoil her pants.. haHA.. I Iron until got one big hole sia.. wa.. damn tired lo.. ytd very bz lo.. e crowd keep cmin.. den while wkin i aso can fall aslp.. no matter wat i do i aso cant stay awakw..i eat swts aso no use.. i drink coke light aso no use.. den try nt to lo.. haiz.. ytd reali tired dunno y.. mayb becuz i mornin do 100 push ups.. wa.. den my hand nw ache sia.. i aso dunno y no mood to eat.. ate 2 piece of pizza in e afternoon.. den drink lime juice..actually wan go mos burger there buy strawberry shakes but no tm.. n dun ever ever go mac to buy their.. it so er xin lo.. mos burger wan nicer.. i smoke a total of 7 sticks ytd.. haiz...5 in e mornin 2 at nite.. NO MOOD..
haiz.. dunno y i reali no mood.. nth to write or say le.. n ya.. i hv 4get everyth abt e past wif sum1 le..nv tink aBT IT LE.. n i hv change name.. so dun call me abby anymore.. im nt last tm e abby who keep hurtin ppl n make ppl sad n nv keep promises de.... i hv change.. so i mean everyth i say.. i tink sum hv knw my new name..but i tink onli al knw ba..
to xiaojac.. sori i hang up e fone on u ytd when u call.. i dun hv e mood to tok n wish to be alone 4 awhile.. i nv pick up any phone calls ytd.. n ya..im nt last tm e abby u knw.. dun wait 4 me le ba.. i dun wan to get into any relationship nw.. u shld knw ba.. i stil cant 4get sum1.. tat one n only sum1... is in my heart nw.. i where got gd.. u sure can find sum1 much better than me de.. i knw i hurt u when i say tis cuz i feel e hurt nw.. very difficult to explain tis type of hurt n saddness.. so u tc k.. c when free den go out lo.. haiz..