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Monday, March 13, 2006
sad n lonely de wO...
aft 22 feb... it seem tat i hv fallen frm heaven to hell.. everyth change very fast in less than a day.. everyth jus disappear frm me.. everyth tat i ever hv.. my happiness.. e smile on my face.. e happy memories turn to pain in my heart.. but i of cos still hv to go on..but go on wif a hole in my heart.. there still many many things i stil dun understand n im still questioning myself wat actually happen.. n y is it happenin to me.. n wat happen to me.. where e last tm de wo.. who is so confident of myself.. i onli feel contented when i run.. i did cry when i lost e race last year.. my track n field meets last year is e worst i ever hv but i hv to admit tat i hv lost.. i was very sad.. ppl say lost onli wat y u cry aso nth de.. wat nth.. running is my life.. cuz i alway get 1st or 2nd or 3rd i nv get 5th b4 lo.. jus very disappointed wif myself n i hate myself.. nw e feeling is bk.. i jus hate myself alot nw lo..jus find tat im a failure in everyth.. ya im a loser always is..nth goin to change it.. i knw i did hurt sum1 but tat sum1 jus keep silent.. i knw de.. i knw tat sum1 try to 4get n wanna start afresh n if she happy i will be happy too.. seeing her smile is everyth..jus wanna say sorry to u.. i reali dunno wat im doin n wat i wan n tat e worst.. u dunno who u can trust n who tellin e true n who is nt... but i trust tat sum1 no matter wat..haiz.. got to go wk le.. sianz..but i wk 5 hour nia.. haa.. i got bk my hp le.. anyth can msg me.. but my mom can anytm take bk frm me..

LIVING IN A LONELY HELL WORLD OF MINE WIF JUS ME, ABBY N JAYSTON... IM A FAILURE... GET IT.. =((

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wanna be rightt where ew are
yew set my world on fire
babe i got a crush on yew.
ii wish upon a s t a rr ;;
cant ew see how right we are
we should be together
babe i got a crush on yew.

ii used tuu turn around and walk away
neverr stopped tu plae
cause dere was no attraction.

but in mua heart yew start tu grow on mie
kind of suddenly
so now i’ve change direction

knowing it might seems strange
llurfe came over mie
feeling daa luck has changed
do ew want mie, like ii want ew?

in dis cold world, where dreams are few
baby, ii want ew ;;
is it too much tuu ask for?

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