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ytd b4 i went to wk jo mom call me.. actually i dun wan to pick up de cuz i tot is e bastard call de.. i aso dunno y i go c e caller ID c who call de den i c e no. look so familar.. den i rem is whose fone no. de.. i was still tinkin whether to pick up ma but i jus pick up lo.. usually at tat tm i already leave my hse le but ytd i nd to do sum hsewk tat y late go out.. but i glad tat i haven leave my hse cuz e call was worth even if i will be late 4 wk i aso dun mind cuz it make my day better abit aft e call.. she call to tel me tat jo nv say i shout at her when i cant go mit her jus say i abit erm dunno hw to say.. no la.. actually i was disappointed tat all.. ya.. den she say alot of things la.. wat jo dun lyk al she jus playful all those..? den wat cant be fren tingy.. i nv reali listen cuz i was tinkin abt wat had happen... den b4 she end e call she say sth tat make me tear.. my tears jus drop i aso dunno y.. den jus nice kiss gdbye e songs is playin.. say dun go torture urself cuz in future u will regret say y last tm so stupid go cut urself all those den say wat even though i hv went to her hse n hv know me 4 a short tm.. she find me a gd gal..?i where got gd sia.. she say alot of things la.. jus wan to say to jo mom thks 4 e advice n concern.. n i reali appreaciate everyth tat she hv done 4 me.. hw she take care me... i nv hate jo or wat.. i nv blame her anyth or say her anyth.. i aso reali hope we stil can be fren cuz i aso treat her as my gd fren..ya.. hmm..nth to say le.. thks so much..
ytd reali no mood to wk cuz of e cashier problem la.. den my manager sit dwn n tok wif me.. he ask me wat is troubling u.. he say i look trouble.. he ask izzit becuz of ur mom i say ya.. n i told him frenship problem too..n there other things too.. den he say im a very gd n hardwkin worker hope tat i can concentrate more on my wk when wkin.. he say he got reason 4 lettin me to cm bk to wk at pasta 4 fulltm.. he say later on i will knw e reasons..? hmm.. i wonder wat e reason..?if can be manager i sure very happy de.. but i too quiet le.. mus tok more.. den aft tokin to e manager i feel much better again.. den later i go 4 my break lo..i eat spicy chicken add chilli den i add alot of tobacco sauce again.. haa. wa.. very nice.. ytd onli at nite at abt 8 plus den start to bz den hor e cashier break dwn lucky ytd i nv do cashier if nt i sure will blur de.. den they hv to write e orders on paper.. den hv to write dwn e orders gv kitchen to cook.. very troublesome sia.. walk here walk there.. den start to do closin at 9.. den leave pasta abt 11 den sit dwn at mac 4 awhile..i smoke 2 sticks.. ytd smoke a total of 5 sticks.. den mornin wan to smoke but i dun hv any left den i take 1 frm my sis but i nw stil wan smoke.. haiz.. lyk cigar is my life rite nw.. when i lonely or sad e cigar is wif me wherever i go.. my fren say those who smoke will live longer u wan to knw y.. it been proven.. when both person goin to die at e same tm e one who is smokin can live 5 min more jus to smoke his last stick of cigar.. haha.. lame lo.. but i be quitin by e end of march..i try too.. who can help me..?haa.. haiz.. fri off day who wan go out wif me..? so bored.. been wkin 4 5 days le...which is 40 hours... 50 hour is e hour i wk when i do part tm 4 1 month.. but i do enjoy wkin at pasta.. i hv fren there to tok abt stuff.. it fun knwin them..
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