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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
wat to dO...? i dunnO dun ask me..
feel so so so sad n empty in my heart dunno y..? wat happen to me.... i aso dunno y... mayb cuz of those words tat she say..? but i tot i long ago already knw tis will happen but i dun believe mayb it true.... wat to do... while findin my dictionary i saw sth at my bedside e shelf.. n tat thing make me nw reali no mood again.. wan to 4get everyth but jus cant.. ya.. ppl may tink im happy but im nt.. im pretendin to be happy.. y mus i hv to bluff myself.. i can bluff myself but i cant bluff my heart cuz it hurt alot rite nw.. i dun believe in 4ever luv there no such things.. my fren jus broke up wif her bf.. but her bf told her it nt completely over 4 them.. my fren was lost whether to wait 4 him to be ready..she say she dun wan to put so much hope on tat.. i can understand hw she feel cuz i kind of in e same stituation wif her.. whether to wait cuz dunno stil got hope ma.. but dun wan to put too much hope cuz when e truth is out i dun tink i will be able to cope it.. i wan to 4get everyth.. since jan 1 2006 so many things hv happen i tot i could hv a fresh start wif new job new fren everyth but nw it seem lyk a nitemare 4 me.. nw is march 21 le.. hw tm fly.. i wan to hv a brain wash lyk my date wif vampire 3 e show the 2 person hv brain wash but they mit each other again n becm lover.. b4 brain wash they were once lover but because of the hates between them they fight.. if i can hv a brain wash den i 4get eveyth tat will be gd den i wont be so sad le.. i will be e innocent gal who dunno anyth n start her life afresh again.. haa.. but until i got knock dwn by a car n knock my head den i can lost my memory... i feel tat im so useless lo.. i dun knw wat i wan in life sia.. i next year goin bk to study but i wan to study sport n wellness mangnment at simei..but dunno can ma.. i wan to studies business too cuz i palnin to open a cafe 4 dog lover to hv them meal tgt wif their dog cuz most of e cafe n resturant they dun allow.. i findin my recipe le.. tinkin of wat to sell n hw to do it in such a way tat it outstand frm other cafe.. but all tis nd money tat y im wkin nw.. i wan to go bk to studies cuz i wan to start running n mayb paly floorball again.. miss my sch life.. i wan to go 4 holiday i still rem when i in my first year in ite e sch organise a sccap camp 4 sports leader we went to batam.. it was so damn fun it a 3 days 2 nite camp.. so happy tat my mom allow me to go.. still can rem i got lock outside 4 dunno hw long cuz my fren fall aslp while watchin tv.. i went to e guys room to chit chat until 12 am den hv to go bk to my room le.. den last year they aso hv a sccap camp tis tm it was held at malacca... so fun lo.. e last nite at there they keep disturbin ppl.. the guys went to press other ppl bell den faster run away n hide.. haa.. but i in e room half aslp cuz very tired sia.. haiz.. e camp tm so short nia.. 3 days 2 nite where gt enough.. but anyw i did enjoy myself n learn alot of thing den all those who went to sccap camp hv to organise e frenship day event lo.. but so sad e day b4 my event i fall ill.. i was too weak to go 4 event i wait 4 event to cm but im sick.. sick 4 3 day den went bk to sch on thur which is my bday.. haa.. i wan to go 4 a holiday nw.. so i can be away frm all e bad memories.. of cuz nt alone la.. wif sum1 i luv.. who will be tat sum1.. still waitin....................haiz... dunno la..
confuseme [10:45 AM]
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