
Friday, April 07, 2006
dunno y .. hao tong ku n xin ku...
dunno y .. reali dunno y i lyk got alot of things on my mind.. i already make up my mind le but dunno y my head stil so heavy... reali tink too much le.. tink too much until i dream tat i was knock dwn by a car... but nv die la.. pretend to die onli.. hmm.. i mean i hv nth to tink le... dunno la.. haiz.. hao fan... den nwadays my temper very bad.. abit onli angry le.. nt angry la lyk very easy get irritated lyk tat.. haiz.. wat happen to me sia.. mayb goin to becm mad le ba.. haizz... difficult to breath sia...ytd ar nth much happen went to wk at 3 lo.. almost late but nv.. when i reach pasta my manager say i dnd leave early ar.. i lucky draw got win sth leh.. i won a hamper but too bad im nt there.. i went off early.. hamper inside got chocolate.. omg.. i wan... my manager say u go nv gv me ur lucky draw ticket if nt she can hlp me claim den my another fren who left wif me win a hi-fi set.. didnt knw we so lucky sia.. but too bad.. mus go buy 4D c got luck ma.. haha.. tat day i left early den go katong de ktv lo.. sing 4 1 hour onli i aso happy.. of cuz la.. i love singin ma.. went wif edwin lo.. zzz... but dunno y very tired.. den i hv alot on my mind.. nt myself tat day.. i was so quiet.. alot alot of things on my mind. i mean e things is so simple lo.. but i tink too much le.. if continue lyk tis will becm mad de.. too much things happen le i cant cope.. if i can get knock dwn by a car will be gd la.. but if i die who look aft my mom n sis.. they r e onli reason i got to carry on.. n tat sum1 la.. if i die i dunno wat will happen to him.. aiyo.. i knw i tis day behv very weird.. i been cold toward u.. im sorry. i dunno hw to explain n tell u but pls let me to be alone.. i hate ppl to force me to do things.. if i dun wan to hold hand mean i dun wan.. i reali wan to be alone.. thks 4 accompany me hm.. but u dun hv to do those things de.. i mean i do care 4 u but care n love is diff... u knw there reali many things on my mind tat i cant take it le.. head very pain.. but i aso dun wan u to be stress or sad or wat.. i dun wan.. there sum things u jus dun understand... hw i feel.. i nv tell u.. wanted to tell u but dunno hw to tell u...
confuseme [11:00 AM]
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