
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
fun but stil sad.... reali dunno y..
ytd i wk frm 12 to 8.. dunno y ytd got so many ppl cm eat pasta sia.. den i wan punch out aso cant but aft i punch out le i hlp them awhile den i go le.. cuz i mitin mich.. she waitin 4 me le.. den we go bugis village de mac there eat lo. den we sit dwn n tok.. she tell me abt her problem n i told her abt mine.. cuz i knw she wont tell any1 de..i very stress n confuse.. she do understand y.. n i do understand wat she goin thru.. she feel bad.. but u reali dun hv to feel bad it gd tat u did gv him n u a chance n i tink he will understand wat u r tinkin n u do care 4 him too.. sum things jus cant be force.. love mean love.. dun love mean dun luv.. who can 4get luv so fast de.. no1.. nt even me.. but if she is happy im happy 4 her.. mich ask me i stil lyk al ma... haa.. i jus laugh lo.. lyk is hv la.. but haha.. i dunno... jus tryin to 4get.. it impossible.. i get it.. but my heart dun tat all... very confuse.. dunno la.. den aft eat i mit my fake de pts lo n mindy we actually plan to go esplande de but mich hv to go hm by 10 so i send her to e mrt station lo.. den i went bk to bugis seoul garden go mit a fren i knw in irc.. actually i dunno her but she say she saw me when she pass by pasta.. she heard sum1 call my name..den she knw it me le.. she wif her stead den aft mitin them we all walk to esplanade lo.. while walkin my mom call me y so late haven go hm.. she knw i wk until 8 but i dun care i jus went out wif my fren.. haa.. ytd reali very fun lo.. im very happy but inside is bleedin.. dunno y.. i look happy on e outside but inside is a diff story.. i last tm is a happy go lucky gal without love de.. i tink without love is better ba. freedom dun hv to tink too much... nt stress aso.. last tm i always wish to hv sum1 but nw tink maybe alone is e best.. stil rem sec 1 to sec 4 i dun hv to tink so much but nw jus 3 month onli got so many things happen hw i goin to face it.. everyth happen very fast lo.. happiness is awhile onli u will nv knw wat will happen tml.. so it better to treasure wat u hv nw or later u regret.. i nw knw e important of fren.. sori mich last tm i lyk dun care u de.. but u r stil there 4 me.. n i always here 4 u aso.. anyth can let me knw.. oh ya.. when rch esplansde at abt 10.30pm my mom call ask where m i i say i at suntec wif my fren celebrate bday lo.. den she scold me la y nv tell her where im goin.. den she wan to tok to my fren lo.. she wan my fren to cm hm wif me.. she wan to c wat type of fren im mixin. hse tot kathy is tomboy lo.. no lo.. haa.. so funny.. den we took cab to my hse den my mom tok to kathy awhile den kathy go hm le..den my mom ask me bring august dwn.. but they r still dwnstair my hse... haa.. so funny.. den we keep takin pics lo.. den aft awhile they take a cab hm cuz it already 12 plus le.. den bring august walk awhile den go hm le.. went to bath den do sum hsewk den go slp le..at nite wanted to call sum1 but scare disturb her n it already so late so nv lo.. listen to music awhile fall aslp.. y m i so FOOLISH.. cant i jus let go... y is it so difficult... stupid.. i reali so stupid lo.. love is always so foolish de.. there sum1 who reali luv u alot but u dun go treasure but u go love sum1 who dun reali love u as much as sum1 do.. reali stupid...pls i nd an ans soon or i goin to go mad already...
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