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Thursday, April 06, 2006
my life....
i dun understand y things do happen very fast..
u can be very happy for tis minutes n u r nt e next minutes..
u can be happy for tis one month but e next things u knw
is everyth jus vanish away...
all ur happiness..
all ur happy memories together jus nv cm bk..
it over.....
over because of wat u hv done..
den u start to tink bk...
wat hv i done....
wish i could turn bk e tm..
but it all already too late...
wat have been done had been done..
wat i hv lost hv already been lost..
no matter hw u mend it bk it cant be mend..
cuz it stil leave a scar there...
e scar is nt perfect anymore...
i jus hv to face it...
face wat i hv done...
reali wish i could 4get everyth...
ya.. i can but memories jus cant be forgotten...
i knw u dunno e words u say to me is jus so powerful...
it reali hurts alot...
but it did hlp me to gv up...
but nw i tink alot again...
i dun reali knw wat is happening..
but i do knw it nt goin to be lyk e past anymore...
y e tm 4 us is so short...
e happiness we hv is jus 4 awhile ..
den everyth becm wat we use to be again...
e tm when i dunno u well..
well all i can say it my doin...
i reali confuse...
i dunno wat i wan...
ya.. i do knw..
i wan happiness...
i dun wan to go bk to e past..
everyone deserve a second chance..
but e problem is nt e chance...
i reali do wish i could hv a chance but there no hope...
actually i aso dunno wat im typin nw..
reali cant tink of anyth..
my mind is jus so full of things..
i miss e happy tm..
i hv many things to say to u but dun hv a chance..
so i jus keep it to my heart...
reali so confuse..
nv felt so confuse in my life b4..
i tot tis year will be a gd year 4 me..
but it nv be..
ya.. it hv but jus a short while..
all i feel nw is pain..
n regrets....
ya.. i deserve it but u dun..
i reali dun wanna c u sad or unhappy at all..
wanna c u happy everyday..
dun wanna c u stress..
even i dunno hw u been doin nwadays.
but i reali wish u r happy..
to hv e happiness tat u wan..
to hv ur dream to cm true..
to be happy always...
to be wat u wanna be..
to get wat u wan..
dun wanna c u get hurt ever again..
jus reali hope everyth will went well 4 u again..
i jus wanna wish u all e very best in everyth tat u do..
n thks alot for hlpin me in one way or other...
i reali bless to hv knw u..
im happy 4 awhile but it enough to last a lifetm...
all my whole life i will always rem...
untill i die..
reali wish to be there 4 u when u r down..
dun wan u to lonely..
i reali dun wan u to live in e dark urself..
i knw i cant do tat le..
but it ok..
i jus wish u r alrite n everyth will went well 4 u again..
wishes u e best...
your truely
jayston

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babe i got a crush on yew.


ii used tuu turn around and walk away
neverr stopped tu plae
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