
Thursday, April 06, 2006
my life....
i dun understand y things do happen very fast..u can be very happy for tis minutes n u r nt e next minutes..u can be happy for tis one month but e next things u knwis everyth jus vanish away...all ur happiness..all ur happy memories together jus nv cm bk..it over.....over because of wat u hv done..den u start to tink bk...wat hv i done....wish i could turn bk e tm.. but it all already too late...wat have been done had been done..wat i hv lost hv already been lost..no matter hw u mend it bk it cant be mend..cuz it stil leave a scar there...e scar is nt perfect anymore...i jus hv to face it...face wat i hv done...reali wish i could 4get everyth...ya.. i can but memories jus cant be forgotten...i knw u dunno e words u say to me is jus so powerful...it reali hurts alot...but it did hlp me to gv up...but nw i tink alot again...i dun reali knw wat is happening..but i do knw it nt goin to be lyk e past anymore...y e tm 4 us is so short...e happiness we hv is jus 4 awhile ..den everyth becm wat we use to be again...e tm when i dunno u well..well all i can say it my doin...i reali confuse...i dunno wat i wan...ya.. i do knw..i wan happiness...i dun wan to go bk to e past..everyone deserve a second chance..but e problem is nt e chance...i reali do wish i could hv a chance but there no hope...actually i aso dunno wat im typin nw.. reali cant tink of anyth..my mind is jus so full of things..i miss e happy tm..i hv many things to say to u but dun hv a chance..so i jus keep it to my heart...reali so confuse..nv felt so confuse in my life b4..i tot tis year will be a gd year 4 me..but it nv be.. ya.. it hv but jus a short while.. all i feel nw is pain..n regrets....ya.. i deserve it but u dun..i reali dun wanna c u sad or unhappy at all..wanna c u happy everyday..dun wanna c u stress..even i dunno hw u been doin nwadays.but i reali wish u r happy..to hv e happiness tat u wan..to hv ur dream to cm true..to be happy always...to be wat u wanna be..to get wat u wan..dun wanna c u get hurt ever again..jus reali hope everyth will went well 4 u again..i jus wanna wish u all e very best in everyth tat u do..n thks alot for hlpin me in one way or other...i reali bless to hv knw u..im happy 4 awhile but it enough to last a lifetm...all my whole life i will always rem...untill i die..reali wish to be there 4 u when u r down..dun wan u to lonely..i reali dun wan u to live in e dark urself..i knw i cant do tat le..but it ok..i jus wish u r alrite n everyth will went well 4 u again..wishes u e best...your truely jayston
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