<![CDATA[
<body><script type="text/javascript">
function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) {
if(window.addEventListener) {
window.addEventListener('load',
function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false);
} else {
window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; });
}
}
</script>
<div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div>
<script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script>
<script type="text/javascript">
gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() {
if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) {
gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({
url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/12113248?origin\x3dhttp://coolapple18.blogspot.com',
where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"),
id: "navbar-iframe"
});
}
});
</script>
<!-- --><div id="b-navbar"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-logo" title="Go to Blogger.com"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/logobar.gif" alt="Blogger" width="80" height="24" /></a><form id="b-search" action="http://www.google.com/search"><div id="b-more"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-getorpost"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_getblog.gif" alt="Get your own blog" width="112" height="15" /></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/redirect/next_blog.pyra?navBar=true" id="b-next"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_nextblog.gif" alt="Next blog" width="72" height="15" /></a></div><div id="b-this"><input type="text" id="b-query" name="q" /><input type="hidden" name="ie" value="UTF-8" /><input type="hidden" name="sitesearch" value="freeze-d.blogspot.com" /><input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_search.gif" alt="Search" value="Search" id="b-searchbtn" title="Search this blog with Google" /><a href="javascript:BlogThis();" id="b-blogthis">BlogThis!</a></div></form></div><script type="text/javascript"><!--
function BlogThis() {Q='';x=document;y=window;if(x.selection) {Q=x.selection.createRange().text;} else if (y.getSelection) { Q=y.getSelection();} else if (x.getSelection) { Q=x.getSelection();}popw = y.open('http://www.blogger.com/blog_this.pyra?t=' + escape(Q) + '&u=' + escape(location.href) + '&n=' + escape(document.title),'bloggerForm','scrollbars=no,width=475,height=300,top=175,left=75,status=yes,resizable=yes');void(0);}
--></script><div id="space-for-ie"></div>
]]>
Sunday, May 28, 2006
haiz..jus wat is happenin
jus wat is happenin.. aft tat monday i say sth wrong den everyth start to becm worst.. my attitude change le i do tink so aft u say but i reali dunno y.. cuz i jus hv too much things on my mind.. mayb i jus being selfish tat all.. i always an idiot de.. always jus do wat i wanna do but nv tink abt other ppl feelin i reali cant take it le.. i dun wan to carry on le.. i jus reali wish u nv luv me at all.. i reali dun wanna c u sad n unhappy.. u becuz of me unhappy n sad hw many time le.. nt onli one tm it been alot of tm le. u knw hw i feel ma.. i feel hlpless.. i dunno wat to do.. i reali very confused le.. when u sad i will tell myself nt again.. pls.. y is it always happenin to me.. i cant take it anymore jus let me die.. i nw hv to go my mom office to wk le.. hut since mornin i nv do anyth.. i jus lay on my bed jus lazy to do anyth.. later go office sure get scoldin de... y on my off day stil hv to wk.. sick n tired of everyth.. i reali dun wan to carry on le.. my head nw is damn pain.. u wan scold me or wat i dun mind if it make u feel better.. i reali feel lyk gvin up than hurtin u so much.. i dun wan to c u hurt n c u in pain.. u tink i dun hv feelin de meh. aft all im a human.. pls tell me wat to do nw.. i reali wish i m alone nw.. den i can hurt no1.. it jus to painful to carry on le.. since feb till nw everyth seem so bad.. n it true tat i stil cant forget e past.. i jus cant.. i lied to u tat i hv but i jus cant it nt becuz u nt gd enough for me n u nt a gd stead it jus abt me.. it all abt me n my past.. if i cant 4get e past i cant luv u wholeheartenly.. i knw i shouldnt hv agree tat day.. cuz i tot if i can find sum1 else i can 4get e past but it nt.. i jus cant.. i knw u wan to c me happy.. im happy to hv u.. but i reali dun wanna c u hurt by me u understand it nt tat i dun luv u anymore.. it jus i dunno wat i tinkin nw also.. i tink it better for me to stay single ba i guess.. den at least i knw i wont hurt any1 or ppl get hurt becuz of me.. i reali hate myself.. all e msg u send me.. i reali dunno hw to reply u bk nw... cuz i dun wan to lie to u tat i do luv u.. i do luv u but nt as much as u luv me ba i guess.. haiz.. i dunno wat to do.. sum1 pls hlp me.. jus let me die.. if i leave tis world everyth will be much better for u.. i dun wan becuz of me u nt happy.. dunno wat to say le.. haiz....
confuseme [1:00 PM]
___makee a wiish___
Me~*
Abigail aka aBBy...
29-09-87
Libra
Loves~*
tO eAt...
ruNNinG...
oUtdooR aCtiviTies...
DiSLikes~*
LiAr...
bEtrayER...