
Monday, June 05, 2006
im bk.
i change song again.. tis song meanin very nice.. it abt when u r tgt mus tel e person u love hw much u love them dun wait till it over den u want to tell them it all already too late... tat mean u mus treasure ur love one dun take them 4 granted for u will nv knw wat will happen later or tml...tis song title is gentleness without sayin.. haa.. i dunno i copy wat they put 4 e eng title... tis song very sad... haiz.. mus treasure those ard u nw... dun ever treat them for granted tell them hw much they mean to u even fren.. even fren play a big part in our life.. when we r sad or unhappy we can turn to them...ya.. many things happen sum unhappy sum happy... overall ok la.. im glad all e quarrels stop hope it will nv happen agn.. i dun even wan to rem hw i feel tat tm.. my feelin was jus so numb.. i jus cant feel anyth.. almost wanted to gv up but i nv.. cuz i knw if i gv up both aso wont be happy de.. so i try to go on.. still rem when on e way to wk i cry.. i jus dunno y i cry.. tear keep fallin dwn.. hope ppl nv c.. cuz i cant take it anymore.. den tat day i whole day no mood.. nv even go eat.. no mood to eat at all.. tat week is e worst week i ever hv.. den my dear aft her make up course cm fnd me.. i told her nt to cum cuz im afraid i wun tok to her cuz i in a bad mood.. i scare i will make her sad.. which i dun wan to.. i wan to be alone.. but she stil cum.. she tok to me i nv even ans her.. i feel so bad.. i scare she will cry.. den 6 le i punch out den my fren acc me go dwn smoke den she aso cum alone.. c her sianz n sad face make me feel very bad so at last tok to her... haiz.. i aso dunno i shld angry wif her or wat.. my feelin is confused but at last aso nv angry 4 long.. actually wan take bus hm de but e bus take so long to cm so walk to mrt station take mrt lo.. den in e train i did tok but everytm gv her a stupid face.. haa.. den tat day nv even hold her hand.. no mood.. haiz.. sori dear.. dun wan to tok abt it.. so tong ku.. but it over.. n it nt goin to happen agn if nt i dunno wat i will do next... i done enough silly things alrdy... nw it alrdy june.. alrdy half a year le.. many things had happen i dun wan to tok abt it cuz most of them is very sad de,, onli sum is happy de.. aft tat wed aft i told her hw i feel nw everyth is much better le.. we r happy tgt agn.. ytd very funny.. my mom n sis slp very early den i very bored lo.. actually wan go out when my mom went to slp de but scare wait she suddenly wake up so nv.. stay hm watch tv wait 4 her to call me.. den i bored until i cry n goin mad soon.. cuz mayb miss her too much.. haa.. dun wan say le.. very funny den while tokin on e fone i keep sayin nt fair nt fair nt fair.... heez.. den ytd i nt tat tired den tok on e fone until 3am den hang up le i go play game.. paly game until abt 4am go slp.. den mornin my mom wake me up at 7 plus den 8am she went out den my sis went out nw alone at hm waitin 4 her to cm... hmm... i go do hsewk n bath first i tink by e tm she cm le.. missin u...muackz..
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