
Monday, August 27, 2007
aug 06 to aug 07
everyth lyk pass so damn fast. im stil e pathetic me.. nth hv change.. all e sad tins tat happen to me had happen agn.. y me?i dunno.. is it im stupid to believe wat ppl say.. i do treat mime words seriously tat y im hurt so badly.. we go thru so much tgt bt in e end e endin is still e same 4 me.. nt 4 her i guess. she gt sum1 to luv her n sum1 she can luv.. mime was my everyth tat tm. i can do anyth 4 her n even dun care my mom.. i been frm lyk bad to worst. nw okok lo. hz.. im so confused. i always confused.. i knw i did hurt mime alots.. i always say e wrong words or mayb she is sensitive or im in e wrong. she did hurt me alot too. bt i always forgv n 4gt hope it will nv happen ago. 1yr 3mth relationship jus gone lyk tat she say it my fault.. she jus wan to settle dwn wif guys.. i told mime le if u hv sum1 new mus gv me tm to let go.. im hurt ok.. im so so so sad.. my heart is dead on 9/8.. i alway tink alot n cry wen im alone n wen im wkin.. im tryin to look alrite.. bt inside is bleedin.. i hate tat low class jerk alot.. bt i can 4gv n 4gt de.. i was so sad i cant eat or slp well.. cry 4 i go to bed. tink abt e pasts tins tat she sa
until sum1 came into my life.. tat person bring bk life to me agn.. im scare to get hurt also u knw. n i knw u r scare too. tat y im tryin to do anyth tat can mk u hapi.. i tink my wish will nv cm true.. cm to tink of it my heart bleed.. im tinkin if tat person will ever say i luv u tis 3 words, haha.. maybe im dreamin.. wait long long aso dun hv. m i crazy?? gv me an ans... hz.. sadist.. im waitin 4 euu...
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