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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
i gv up.. feel so hurt ...
i knw i chose e wrong choice.. wan to c sum1 so difficult meh.. i alrdy rch her hse busstop at khatib.. jus wanna c sum1 i lie to her n tk e las train bk to amk den tk cab bk hm.. wanted to go her hse blk le den she msg say dun nd le. wat can i do.. listen n dun go lo.. feel so brk dwn.. i alrdy bought 2 cN OF beer.. so i drink all fin alone lo.. cry alone n smke alot.. cut myself so mani tm blood keep flowin dwn as my tears drop.. msg my fren they lyk keep scoldin me.. i knw it 4 my own gd.. bt im feelin dwn so nv listen. stil continue cuttin myself.. i tink gt abt 20 cuts on my hand.. i feel so sad n heart broken... duno wat to do.. ciger fin so went to buy.. so feel lyk dyin.. hz.. tmll do openin duno hw to do.. nw wat tm le aso cant slp.. head so pain.. vomit alot jus nw. feel so xinku.. who cares. duno she rch hm le ma? waitin 4 msg mayb 4ever aso wont cm.. feel tat im so toot in luv.. it tm i let go of everyth n start afresh.. bt i will do wat i promise n let go.. i promise u de..dun wanna c u sad n unhapi.. jus c ur smile all e tm.. i wish upon mani stars bt nth seem to reply mee.. im all alone in e dark mayb tat my world.. world of feelin hrt.. world of loiness.. thks 4 everyth n i will get out of e circle of ur life if i can do it.. it nt ur fault bt mind to hv fall deep in luv wif sum1 i shoud nt hv.. mis tat sum1 so much.. wanted to hold her n catch her wen she dwn.. dun wanna c her get hurt.. i will mv on if i can n 4get abt all e wishful tinkin tat i hv e chance of being wof u n gvin u my luv..

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wanna be rightt where ew are
yew set my world on fire

babe i got a crush on yew.
ii wish upon a s t a rr ;;
cant ew see how right we are

we should be together
babe i got a crush on yew.


ii used tuu turn around and walk away
neverr stopped tu plae
cause dere was no attraction.


but in mua heart yew start tu grow on mie
kind of suddenly
so now i’ve change direction


knowing it might seems strange
llurfe came over mie
feeling daa luck has changed
do ew want mie, like ii want ew?


in dis cold world, where dreams are few
baby, ii want ew ;;
is it too much tuu ask for?


i’|l take ew tu places ew nvr been
if ew jus give iin
so babe, its now or nvr


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