Tuesday, September 04, 2007
im gvin up on luv.. pls dun let me go..
i been waitin 4 tat sum1 to msg me bt no reply.. feel so damn sad.. bt try nt to show.. keep in my heart who knw.. e pathetic me lo.. duno wat im doin..msg bt no reply.. feel lyk gvin up on luv le.. im scare to get hurt agn.. wat if tat sum1 find me irritatin.. den dun wan contact me le.. i will be damn sad.. im reali m doin my v best to be there 4 tat sum1 if * nd hlp.. no matter wat i aso wil be there 4 eu de.. if u find me disturbin u jus let me knw.. dun jus keep silent.. i wan to knw wat i do wrong. y lyk tat. im sori if i gt do anyth tat mk u hate me.. im a weak in luv person.. jus let me knw wat u feel inside.. it better to tell early den ltr.. dun hv to wori i wil get hurt by wat u say.. jus tell me k.. anyth jus say.. i will be prepare 4 e worst.. bt jus wanna let u knw hw i feel.. i will always be there u no matter wat k.. 4 days nv c u le i mis euu so much.. anyth can jus tel me de.. i will do it 4 u..i luv eu.. wanna c euu soon.. n pls tc of urself,, dun wanna c euu sick agn.. i mis those hapi tm tgt wif euu. i duno if u hv enjoy goin out wif me.. bt i sure hv.. thks 4 ur tm.. i appreaciate it alots.. n those memories have been store in my head.. every seconds n every min tat we been tgt.. still rem u msg me on my las yr bday.. u mit me.. i still rem whr we went.. thks 4 tat too.. every little tin abt u i aso rem.. i duno y.. mayb it becuz u r sum1 who i admire v long n sum1 i lyk damn lots.. cant get u get of my head.. e day we been close tgt las yr feb wen i get to knw u better i aso rem..e tins u say.. every single tins in fact.. i wrote in my dairy.. haha.. i beg u dun believe bt it true.. i reali reali mis euu lots pls reply my msg k.. i will be waitin ... im waitin 4 euu.. today 4th of sep.. actuali nw is 5th of sep le 3 am plus in e mornin i cant slp.. jus hang up e fone wif sum new frens i mk while im wkin.. haha.. tat cool.. today whole day been tinkin alot.. quarrel wif her agn she say i gv atti to her.. pls lo.. i nv k.. always say me.. u leh u nv bother abt me.. u mk me recal e day on national day.. e pain i had.. do u knw hw it feel lyk.. u leave me alone waitin at ur hse dwnstair.. i duno whr r u n u nv even bother to care jus shut ur hp n enjoy urself.. let me sittin there waitin frm 1230 to 4 plus lyk a fool.. whr gt ppl so stupid lyk me.. i cant bear to lose u.. u always been sum1 i always count 4 n luv. .bt im tryin to 4get e pain k. e pain is nt gone yet. those hurtful words u say to me. keep sayin i mk u no mood. u r e 1 who started all tis k.u tink i wanna treat u tis way meh.. bt im stil ther wen u nd me k.. been feelin so lonely.. aft wk duno whr to go.. so go arcade play game lo. den tk cab hm... u r e 1 who say wanna me to 4get abt my sad memories wanna c me hapi.. bt u r e 1 who hurt me the most... hz.. dun wan say le. u aso dun bother le. im nth to eu anyway.. bt i be there if u r sad de..
confuseme [12:26 PM]
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